Hawaii Five-OH OH OH ERGH!!!

I am proud to say it has been more than one week and I am still workin' it! I am also proud to say I do NOT watch the new Hawaii Five-0.

When I have taken a day off I feel like I should do something extra difficult for me the next day and push through.

For me, as of right now, this is Tony Horton's Fat Burning Express Live from Hawaii. A little longer than the Sweat P90 (I am on level 1-2 right now), and to me, a lot more intense.

I have done this a total of 3 times in the last 2 weeks. Thanks to me sticking with the P90 workout I am already finding it a little easier! I even used a weight for the Groucho Pivots!  WHO KNEW?!?!?

That little voice in my head that has infected me, festering and brooding, is beginning to STFU. That would be Shut The F#*K Up for all you folks who don't follow today's lazy language of short form.

But it isn't gone. By the end of this work out it starts to creep back in. I slow down, don't do full reps and I feel guilty and defeated. I want to just lay down and sleep - cry "LEAVE ME ALONE! THIS ISN'T FAIR!" 

All is not lost though. As per my last post, I have been gaining support from old friends and new!  I even started following Chalene Johnson on Twitter (@chalenejohnson) as well as my new support coach @LizPoinFitness.  If you are looking for inspiration and support from people who understand and absolutely do not judge you should start with Liz Poin. From following her I have gained 4 new followers that are there to offer support whenever I am in need.

I even got a personal message from Chalene Johnson of the ChaLean Extreme fame. Now I admit, I had never even heard of her before last week. Within this time I followed her on Twitter, she messaged me after I ReTweeted her and amazingly this morning, the television was on a channel that offered infomercials (it is NEVER left on a channel like that - Hello.. Disney Channel 27/7). Her workout series Turbo Fire was featured.  I took it as a sign and purchased it!  I cannot WAIT to try it. It looks so intense and SO MUCH FUN!!!

In conclusion, I say the hardest workout for me right now is the Fat Burning Express Hawaii version, but I am quite sure that is about to change. 

Obviously I am looking forward to it.

Caren